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TBLOG is accessible. HAHAHA Websensepeoplearelame. Anyway, I was just reading through my posts and my friends' old blog entries. And I thought, "Why the hell are my posts LAME compared to theirs?" I mean seriously, my entries were nothing but rants and posts that very similar with shitschoolisgoingtosuckth elifeoutofme. There was nothing really worth reading. It makes me think less about myself. lol And I even considered myself an aspiring writer. Big. Joke. I guess I'm not really born to do this. Yeah, writing. I was reading Roan's blog. I miss Roan. I miss my loser-self with Roan. We used to talk a lot. When she came here last.. Gawd, I can't even remember when that was. But yeah, that was too short. I just miss the things that we used to do together. And all of her entries made me realize how I ended up not doing what I really wanted to do in life. (Yes, I am a 50 year old person looking back at my past.) I know. Her posts and my realizations are not related. I miss school too. I miss UP. And I wonder why I did not do what I was supposed to do when everyone else around me did. I should have atleast tried to act as a grown-up. Haha Now, it feels like it's too late to do anything. I feel old. :sigh: I always end up being random, huh. Now, I have to scram. Work's done for the day.Yay!
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